I blog when I feel worst. I really do. Many things changed now you see. Ever since the day I made a huge turn in my life, everything started to fall apart. I guess some call it teenage angst, or in other words it's how boys and girls at my age would probably do just to find their real self. I wouldn't pretend that you don't know what that mistake I did. You've heard it from your bestfriend, seatmate, schoolmate or what. I'm not denying it. It's the truth.
You see, I have been heartbroken twice, each with a different man. I don't know what happened, it just did. I just fell in love as quick as an eye blinks. But I guess I never learned...
Here I am. Right in the middle of no where. No one to save me. No one to pull me out of this misery I'm in. And I guess it'll be a long time before I'd find my sweet escape.