I don't know what am I suppose to feel especially that the ACET results will now be out. I don't know if there's a need for me to keep convincing myself that the ACET aren't the only thing they base just for an applicant to be admitted to Ateneo. To be honest, knowing that I didn't make it to UP somehow made me feel small. Knowing the fact that a lot of my bright classmates made it and me I didn't. I kept telling my mom that UP is not for me, there are some other people who needs it. Like those people in dire need of a cheaper tuition fee. I dare not to take that sole opportunity from them, for I have already decided that I'll work hard and open a business this summer. And yes, that is to help my family. And yes, I decided to pay my own tuition fee. Don't get me wrong, DLSU is a good university. But everybody's going there, it's not about complaining but, what about my hard work for the last 3 years and I wouldn't get the university that I truly desire.
As of this moment, I'm rereading my ADMU essay. Oh please, Lord.