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MAINEGASM
MAINEGASM: read and i don't freakin care. it's my blog, and no one should care. concerned, there's a tagboard there. alright. Quotes: get 500 million friends and in the end they'll be your enemies.
WHAT I REALLY WANT RIGHT NOW
Saturday, May 22, 2010, 8:48 PM
I`m gonna list down all the things that I want atm. I wouldn't care how much. I`m listing it down mkay?
  • Toms, a pair will be fine with me.
  • Red Keds classic sneakers
  • Denim shorts
  • Acid Wash pants
  • Belts
  • Leaopard print blazer
  • Luella shades
  • Longchamp bag
  • Jelly bean skirts
  • Handbag
  • Neon Jacket, I need this.
  • Highflops, either from Sanuk or Havs
  • New watch, can be any brand.
  • Wedges from Via Uno or Aldo will be fine with me
I got my Espads and a green slip ons already. But I still need to have these stuff. If I had it, I`d be the happiest lolita in the world.

I`m not a girl not yet a woman
Tuesday, May 18, 2010, 10:23 PM
I'm fifteen and I have a lot in mind. I wanna hit the malls and be there forever. I wanna go to gigs and sing with their hott lead singer. I wanna dress up like how Taylor Momsen dresses herself up. I wanna have sweet photographs with my wayfies and ice-cream with me. I wanna collect all the sneakers and doll shoes in the world. I wanna have bazillion of cute dresses. I wanna go to slumber parties with my sisters and my best friend as well. I wanna go out and stay at the seaside till 10 and promise to be home by 11, that way I haven't broken any laws yet. I wanna play hide and seek with some of the kids here. I wanna jump up and down on my bed. I still wanna sing with some of Britney Spears's old songs and feel what's it like to be her for a minute or so. And lastly I wanna have my own room colored pink with a matching floral designed bed sheets.

I'll be sixteen on September and I sure do hope that I'll be able to do those before I turn sixteen.

stains
Monday, May 17, 2010, 6:50 PM
Today I went out with my best friend*, and yes we called it a date. It was fun to tell you. Like I felt complete infinity with her although we're foribidden to be together. We ate at Fish & Co restaurant and hit the ice skating rink after.

And here's the intersting part. T'was my second day, and yes I have my period right now. While I was busy wearing my socks, I felt the wetness underneath me not knowing that I got blood stains now with my shorts. I freaked out and of course I was like, 'zOMG, I got stained.' She let me borrow her jacket and she said that I should use that to cover up the stains. And then we immediately hit the department store for me to buy new shorts and an underwear. Thank God, I found cheap finds as replacements. And everything went from nothing into something spontaneous. The photographer loves us, and he kept taking paparazzi shots of us. But unfortunately, we're both broke and had to resort with her camera.

I got back at the house before sundown. It was a fun experience with my best friend*, I sure hope that everything's gonna be fine with my parents and her.

Something
Friday, May 14, 2010, 11:02 PM
Tonight was one of the best nights I ever had. Not because I felt infinite in a way that it made me smile for an hour or so. But it's beautiful in a certain kind of way. I met up with a friend half past 7. Spontaneous things happened. By the end we had to talk about heartaches and what ifs. I was dumbfounded and love struck.

By the time I went home my mom and dad weren't in. They're always up for Friday-it's-movie-time Night. They went home with three boxes of Krispy Kreme Donuts. Surprised that they bought my favorites, Original Glaze and Cookies & Cream Donuts. Nom nom nom.

I just need to blog about this, and yeah I missed 11:11PM. Poor me. Goodnight everyone.

NON FAT MILK
, 3:40 PM
Currently reviewing for my college entrance exams. Yes, I'm an incoming senior now and I have to have a real good school for my future. My materials came from my math tutor, Ahia Charlie. And the rest came from my old junks.

Right now I'm blogging because before all these stuff happened today. My mom and I had a row. Yes not again. And now my last resort are Oreos and a glass of milk.

PS: I saw my NAT results. And yep I'm moving towards mastery. I'm really good at English (High compared to Science tho). And yes I'm so bad at Science.

No one is reading anyway.
Monday, May 3, 2010, 10:59 PM
Just got back from the countryside. Great experience for me. And yes, I didn't expect my night would end up like this.