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MAINEGASM
MAINEGASM: read and i don't freakin care. it's my blog, and no one should care. concerned, there's a tagboard there. alright. Quotes: get 500 million friends and in the end they'll be your enemies.
Vegas
Friday, April 30, 2010, 1:26 PM
Twelve midnight, like Cinderella, is the time when I surrender all my electronics to my dad. After giving all these stuff to my father, I'll be having my human minute and have my sleep the next. It usually takes me an additional thirty-minutes before I have my shut eye. So I read books instead of staring at the blankness that my boring ceiling gives me.

Last night was different, I didn't read my book. And yes I knew that there is something going on, or something might take place. And so I let my mind linger with some thoughts for a while. Fortunately, it did help me to sleep.

A few minutes after my eyes closed. My aunt was shouting my name. Of course, I, only half asleep then, woke up and gave my aunt a cold look. And to my surprise, an earthquake is taking place at that moment. I was wide awake, scared and all. It took me another thirty minutes to finally lay myself to rest. My mind was filled with overrated thoughts and what ifs.

Today, I woke up without any trace of what happened last night . Today I'm happy that God has given me another day to live and another day to enjoy life.

I'm Sad
Thursday, April 29, 2010, 11:29 PM
Wow was all I can say after those tears that I've shed with my first love. It was unexplainable, the pain that I felt. Like there is this certain thing stuck inside your heart and you cannot remove it. The heavy feeling, yes. What I'm trying to say, at this moment, I feel sad. That certain feeling is back again. I don't know why.

And yes, tonight all I want is for that someone's arms around me. That someone's lips touching mine. And how we share a burning place with our intimate love. And how the music plays inside the room. And how we intertwine and how we feel infinity each time.

My name is Maine
Tuesday, April 27, 2010, 9:07 PM
Gossip Girl ended an hour ago. This episode is a bit different, it's not the usual happy stuff that I always encounter whenever I attempt to watch this series. I'm not sure why, but it got to me. I'm over my emo moments okay? But why the hell I felt that loneliness like what Blair felt in that episode.

Oh, not this again.

My life is just average.
, 3:45 PM
Today I woke up 5am in the morning just to call my friend who's gonna leave for a four-day trip. She called me last night and told me I should be awake by this time. And so I did, yes WTH. By the time I woke up, everyone here is still sleeping. And yes my phone is in the other room and so I have to get it. I did a Pink Panther scene since my mother has sensitive ears.

But then I got my phone, and saw my friend's text message telling me to wake up. I texted her back and she was like so happy. We talked till they boarded the plane. That was a 2-hour talk, btw. Hope she'll have fun there.

Raspberry
Monday, April 26, 2010, 3:53 PM
It's hot, feels like the world is gonna explode any minute now. I've decided to drink my Sola Raspberry drink I bought yesterday from Mrs Fields Eastwood. Feels so great, the cold liquid running down to your throat. It feels great!

And then my friend texted me, "I bought... Sola, Raspberry!" I was like, alright ma'an! Let's all drink Sola Raspberry! Yipee!

Ignore the absurdity of this post. I'm just bored and I felt the urge and the fact that I really should blog this.

And oh yeah! I'm blogging again :) TTFN!

Random
Wednesday, April 21, 2010, 11:38 PM

A - Available: I'm single and very much available.
B - Best Friend: I don't have best friends, but I have sisters namely. Erika, Jinger, Keren, Christine, Karla, Lyka and Shara.
D - Dad’s Name: Ed.
E - Easiest Person To Talk To: All of them.
F - Favorite Food: Chicken Al Pesto, Seafood Salad, and Fita Crackers with Cheezee.
G - Gummy Bears Or Worms: Both.
H - Hometown: Paranaque, Metro Manila.
I - Instrument: Guitar.
J - Job: Still a student.
K - Kids: One day! I can’t wait to have kids.
L - Longest Car Ride: From Manila to Batangas to Tagaytay to Cavite to Manila or Baguio Trip?
M - Milk Flavor: Like the original flavor? Milk has flavors?
N - Number Of Siblings: One brother, one sister and 7 nonbiological sisters.
O - One Wish: Everybody knows God.
P - Phobias: I don't have any?
Q - Favorite Quote: "There are other people who have it a lot worse."
R - Reason To Smile: Insects, rainbows, sun, music, interesting books and photograph.
S - Song You Last Heard: Counting Airplanes by Train.
T - Time You Woke Up: Twelve noon, crap!
U - Unknown Fact About Me: I feel like everyone knows everything about me.
V - Vegetable: ALL!
W - Worst Habits: Procrastination.
X - X-Rays You’ve Had: Chest.
Y - Your Favorite Pastime: Read books and soundtrip!
Z - Zodiac Sign: Virgo.


Friday, April 16, 2010, 9:36 PM
People don't blog that much anymore. Anyway if you happened to read this, please, please, please. Please find a way to talk to me.

As a matter of fact, I don't really know what's going on. Tonight, I just felt my heart sink. I know, I know, I don't have a reason to. Yup, you're right, because I don't have a man or what. And it's summer, and I'm back to my usual routine. Watch movies, take naps, read books, discover new music, write songs, take pictures and etc. And I'm feeling so sick each time. In the middle of those, I would suddenly feel alone. I'm trying my best not to, I'm trying my best to blow the situation off despite its power to consume me. But you can't blame me. And questions would take its toll on me. Where is he now? When is he gonna position here, inside my heart?

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