I know, it has been ages! But I'm here now nevertheless. A lot has changed, to be honest. I think it is me who changed. Last year's been great, I learned a lot of lessons. From trusting someone, choosing who to be with, and yes that includes looking at someone directly in the eye when you are conversing. But what could have been the real essence of life after all these things?

What? That now you're alone, blogging. And thinking what might future brings? I guess not. Every day is different, you encounter people. Different individuals with different stories. Like you know that there's this commotion running in their minds. December 2009, when I first had the taste of the people I haven't had any real conversation with. By just simply, talking to them, looking at them in the eye, you know they have issues. They have sob stories.

But what do I do? Complaining. Saying that I'm the most unwanted individual in the world. I didn't realize that there are people who have it a lot worse. My third year in high school's about to end. And I'm glad I'm accomplishing everything that needs to be accomplished. 2k10's indeed great.

As usual, I'm still here. In need of a man to complete me. I've been alone for quite some time now. And my knight is still looking for me. But for now, I'm gonna embrace the world first.

How's life? Well it's still January isn't it? A month of realizing how beautiful this year would be. But then here I am, still alone. I never did understand the reason why we have new year's resolution. When we break them again and again. My grade is good, I'm now part of the top 10% of our batch. I have so much things to do. I wanna rest, I feel so ugly.