I haven't been around for quite some time now. That's because I ain't that inspired to scribble something down here. I don't want my readers to get frustrated or what but perhaps I would take time to write this down since I hate the feeling of having something inside you and yes I really really wanna explode.
First of all, why do some people still have rewards even though they do not really deserve it? Why suddenly they feel so happy and contented even though they knew everything wasn't for them? Why do I often get the feeling of being so left out, and feels so emotionally inclined about everything and yet I work hard for each and every day I may encounter.
I'm trying my best to make every second of my high school life counts. But every bit of it? It has something really weird in it. Like there's something pulling everything back for me. It's not that I don't have everything or something. More like there's something missing.
Alright, I don't want to go beyond anymore. It makes me feel like y'know. G'night.