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M to the Aine
Friday, August 7, 2009, 10:13 PM
Seriously, I feel so empty. I would die out of this y'know! I mean c'mon, I still hate that someone and on Sunday's his birthday. And I don't know what to do. This feeling's taking over me, the excruciating pain I feel but then I swallow it everytime. I don't have feelings for him now yo. Am happy with my life now, am happy with those people who are with me in the very first place. But I need to fix this first before I can completely celebrate with something. For now I have a goal. Be friends with him again before my 15th birthday, or before I took off. You guys know what I am up to, now. And to be honest I feel low. I must have done something wrong, or should I say the both of us. But who would have the guts to do the first move? As a Christian and as a humble servant, I should. I have always been doing that right? The first one to move. I hope that this won't happen again. I gotta be me. I mean I am me. I have my vulnerability too. It's not vague it's just that you guys don't bother looking at it. But I'm happy for that, or at least I should say, thank you for reading this post. I'm astounded with my stupidity XDDDD